Boring Life

Ok, I shall not talk about tennis, at least not for now. Or else every entry will be about tennis. The thing is that life is so boring so that's why sometimes I need tennis news to perk me up. But as promised, I shall not talk about tennis. Haha. Today's econs test was horrible! I didn't get to study at all, not even read the notes. I mean when I came back yesterday it was so late and I was dead tired so I couldn't get myself to stay awake after dinner. At 9 pm, I was on pg 7 reading the first few lines. At 10 pm, I was still on pg 7 reading the next few lines. At 11 pm, I was still on pg 7. At 1 am, I finally finished pg 7. You can imagine - I was struggling to keep awake. Failed duh. So what to do? Go to sleep at 1 am when I could have slept at like 9. Completely wasted my energy. It's not that I didn't want to study. I tell you, the feeling when I sat for the test was like a primary 6 pupil sitting for an econs test! I didn't know a shit! Oh and I realised something about this school. The teachers always tell us in advance about any test so that we have no excuse for not studying. But it's actually a trick. The fact is that whether they inform us in advance or not, we will still not have enough time to study for the tests simply because we have lots of other homework to complete. Arghh! I feel so drained. I have lost all the enthusiasm and 'fire' I possessed at the start of the term. I mean there's so many things to worry about like problems with the class, problems with teachers and problems with results. You know at the start of the year I always looked forward to going to school every day. It's like I'll just jump out of bed willingly when the alarm clock rings. Now, when the alarm clock rings I will frown and force myself to get out of bed. Seriously, the only thing I look forward to every week is just tennis trainings. Oops. So when Monday is over, I practically dread the rest of the week. Sigh. Fortunately, they are finding another day where we can have a second training within a week. What a relief! Now I can look forward to two out of the five working days. Oh ya, didn't tell you why I came home so late yesterday. I had to do av duty for house com investiture rehearsal. Ended at 6. I was so sleepy when I reached home. Sigh.